Story of three little girls

Once upon a time ago, there's 3 little girls who wanted to cross a deep long river.  Everyone thought that they could made it one day. Every second they swim, the river becomes deep and deeper, the 1st girl finds no good of what's waiting at the other side so she decide to find another path of the river and tell the others to do not stop swimming. The 2nd girl is not giving up, but day by day she getting tired and let herself float and flows the river. When she's almost reach the destination , she forget to unfloat herself and no one tries to stop her, no one even cares. So the 2nd girl continues floating and perhaps she could reach a better place where someone will give hand to her, no one knows. 

The 3rd girl always thought that she can do it. Unfortunately she when she's succeeded to cross the other side of the river, everyone ask her why she's not just drown? Then she realized that no one wanted her to be there. Wind blows and pushed her down into the river. She's not drowned, she's dead because of broken heart. 

**** based on true story 

Lesson: sometimes give up is good. 

The chosen one

I thought of you in grief today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence and often caught you in flashbacks. All I have are memories and your pictures. I've changed a lot now. There's so many questions in my head and I don't know who to talk to, then I talk to God. I can't promise myself it's getting better anytime soon, but it will eventually. Allah has you in His keeping, but I have you in my precious memory. You're the chosen one, Al-fatihah. Azmi A.~27th June 2016| 21stRamadhan~ 

P/s: Thank to you (you know who you are) because always there when I need. Thank you for your understanding. You're right. This is the ending of story. 

Konvokesyen UiTM ke 84

Alhamdulillah.. Setelah berhempas pulas belajar. Kini Aku degree holder. Masih belum terfikir untuk sambung belajar lagi ke peringat Master, sekarang sudah bekerja dan sambung tugas abah untuk sara keluarga. Bila dah bekerja ni, baru faham situasi abah, sayangnya kalau nak keluarkan duit untuk barang yang kurang berkepentingan ni. Okay lah, cuma nak share gambar konvokesyen hari tu..

Interview lagi

Alhamdulillah.. Esok aku ada interview lagi, empat yg minggu lepas tu.. Aku anggap aku tak ada rezeki sebab antara empat2 tu just satu je aku dapat menghadirkan diri which is dekat Cheras. Esok interview dekat area Maluri, dekat sikit dgn tempat aku. Aku harap sgt ada rezeki dekat sana, aku perlukan kerja sekarang. Duit aku makin menipis.. Hihi.. Bukan sebab pasal duit yang makin berkurangan, aku nak bantu family.. Adik lelaki aku baru sambung belajar dan banyak kena pakai duit, so aku mula sedar yang aku bukan dari keluarga senang. Mungkin suatu ketika dahulu, tapi semua dah berubah. Aku tak banyak cerita pasal family background dekat kawan2, tapi tu lah yang aku boleh cakap sekarang yang family ada "financial problem" sejak beberapa tahun lepas. Dan aku tak nak susahkan family aku lagi. Aku tak nak balik dari Ampang ni dengan tangan kosong, dah tak ada rezeki dekat company yang aku praktikal tu mungkin dekat tempat lain rezeki lagi better. Doakan aku senang dapat kerja ye kawan2 ku.. 

"Ya Allah.. Permudahkan Nuraini Husna binti Alias dalam mendapatkan pekerjaan yang halal, yang Kau redhai"-Amin... (Thanks)

Hidup semakin rumit

Ye.. Sebelum ni aku dah pernah sebut pasal aku rasa kecewa tentang tidak di "offer" kerja di Syarikat dimana tempat aku praktikal di Bukit Indah, Ampang. Ye, lepas tu aku diterima bekerja selepas habis internship selama sebulan. I thought that they're gonna pay me as a employee not as a practical student. Aku sepatutnya dapat RM900 la minimum (sebab tak grad lagi) tapi aku cuma dapat RM528 

Aku dah okay syarikat tu tak offer aku kerja kat sana, aku dah fikir secara positif yang mesti ada hikmah, rezeki aku dekat tempat lain. What frustrated me is about the payment. It's not fair.Aku sepatutnya terus cari kerja lain lepas praktikal, mereka nak aku untuk sebulan tu pun mungkin sebab mereka tak punya cukup kakitangan untuk siapkan dokumen tender untuk bulan 7. 

Tak apa lah. Sekurang kurangnya aku dapat pengalaman bekerja di department akaun, bahagian projek syarikat dan bahagian HR.

I will never turning back. Thanks for the experiences.

Sometimes...

Only Allah can judge us

This sad feeling is kill me inside, I cannot breathing when I think about her. Setiap kali tunggu bas kalau nak balik kampung, aku terbayang nampak dia tunggu aku kat tangga LRT Titiwangsa sambil galas backpack emerald green polcadot putih, pipi chubby tu, wearing black t-shirt and shawl. Senyum dan lambai tangan kat aku. Dia cantik macam selalu dgn lipstick merah. Oh my God, I'm crying right now. I want to hug her and tell her how I miss her after all this time. 

Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have them forever, but you don't.

ia sudah berakhir pada 29/6/2015

Assalamualaikum..selamat memyambut bulan ramadhan yng ke 15, masa berlalu begitu pantas, aku kini secara tak rasminya dah habis belajar .. huhu.. tak sabar nak konvo pulak lepas ni. tajuk thesis aku "Green Purchase Intention among business students in UiTM Kampus Bandaraya Melaka". tajuk ni pun aku rasa paling tak complicated so senang nak siapkan, oleh disebabkan aku tak ada banyak masa nak buat thesis kerana fokus aku terlebih terhadap kerja2 latihan industri.

lepas habis present

                               

muka lega lepas present

Aku sempat call Ekin nak tanya tips2 nak present ni..haha padahal lagi beberapa saat nak masuk bilik perbentangan tu. apa2 pun, thank Ekin, *love you

                          

happy sangat dapat selesaikan thesis ..

5 hari jugak la aku berkampung semula di Melaka , sampai aku kena fully utilized semua baju yang ada dan terbeli baju baru..opsss Tudung pun aku hanya bawak satu.. tu la tudung aku present, pergi bazaar, pergi kampus utk jumpa lecturer..Alhamdulillah aku dapat Madam K yang baik hati.. muah muah.. hihi.. masa presentation pun Madam K tak tanya soalan yang complicated sampai aku speechless. Thanks Madam..

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Lepas hantar semua benda2 yang berkaitan dekat kampus, aku terus balik Ampang dan masuk office dan ditawarkan menjadi pekerja a.k.a bukan student practical anymore tapi.. hanya untuk sebulan lah.. at least aku bukan penganggur untuk sebulan ni.

ok, la tu je nak citer.. bye!!